Sunday, May 04, 2008

No Expectations 

Everyday seems like eternity. I count the days. I hate the feeling of waiting. What if I'm waiting for nothing? Maybe this is the point where there will be different paths to take.

I still want the rosy path but it isn't always that way. My guide is telling me that I have to take some rocky paths to reach my destination. Then again, I have a guide to lean on. I'm always yearning for an advice or two. What if we get separated? What then? I feel useless on my own but the reality is I am on my own. I have to just shove all my emotions into one bag and throw it in the deep recesses of my heart.  

The floodgates have been open lately. Each night like clockwork, they have never stopped flowing. I guess the functions are not working anymore.  It takes time.  It will take time.  

Question for the day: Where is time if not here? 

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