You melt me.

It's seems an odd choice of word. Why?

I have learned that as the fights grow more and more each day, it gets harder to take the pain away. Uncertanties have been haunting me. Bitterness is biting hard on my a--. Feelings of doubt and despair have started to urge me to find something more.

First week at work was great. There were ups and downs. I guess the 'downs' were due to the adjusting stage. Reality is starting to kick in. Sometimes it gets a little tough but mainly because reality just takes time and practice.

Melt coz I'm unable to stay angry that long. Anger sucks energy out of you and it's not worth it. I'd rather be depressed.

Question for the day: What is depression?

Flavors of life

A gust of cold.
A package of fries.
Fine hellos.
Lots of sweet talk.
A dash of excitement.
A taste of freedom.
An increasing consumption of food.
A hugful of friendship.
Plentyful of sights.

Preview

The first smell upon arriving the streets of LA inspired me to make this one memorable trip. The cold gave me a shock but as the days pass, my body seem to take in the temperature. There were days on nothingness but TV viewing. The comparison of commercials were running through my mind. It was fun eventhough it became a restless habit. Smiles and hellos are more welcoming here. Conversations seem more interesting. The first taste of American French fries warned me of extra fat I'll be consuming for the whole trip. The extra push of excitement came from the thought of meeting my friend in the next state that even the cold in San Francisco doesn't seem to penetrate my cheery disposition. Sights were incredible especially with the use of my camera.

* Days are longer than the nights. Working on ways to make myself more responsible.

Question for the day: How would you spend a restless day?