Monday, December 10, 2007

End it.

It has and a new journey begins. This is my surprise gift. The weight I was carrying was taken from me. However, I would need to seek another path that will take me to my desired place.

Escape.

Life has a way of nipping you when you least expect it. I just hope that I'm prepared for it. There will always be pitfalls along the way and we just can't breeze through them. But sometimes I'm afraid to face these challenges. I cower, I hide, I delay, I procrastinate. I look for way outs to refrain from facing them. It has to stop.

Dependency.

These four walls are continuously protecting me. The people around me are giving me their backs and I lean on them. It has to stop.


Dreams.

Had a dream about my past. He was there telling me that I deserve something better and urging me to go back. Back to where? This was not clear. It felt so vivid as if it was a premonition of things to come. I woke up feeling confused and restless.

Question for the day: Where should we go?

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