Envy
After one phone call and I feel like I'm missing a big part of my life. Learning first hand that everything is never what it seems. I want to be out there with you. Far away from here as possible even if I have to leave my heart. I can't possibly be in two places at the same time even if I wish it. I even envy you as well.
Drained
After a few months of reality, all I want t do now is get out. But there are times that I take a step back and I see hope. Still, reality sweeps in and takes out that flame. I want to stay but what would make me stay? Weekends have recently become my refuge and I try to cramp in all the activities that make me happy. Try as I may, the weekends are never enough and I dread Mondays. I don't want to keep feeling like that. I don't want to keep dreading the first day of every week for the rest of my life. There's got to be something more to reality that what it's showing me. I want out.
Question for the day: How to end it?
