A wish for butterflies.

Found in the pit of the stomach. The early signs of attraction and infatuation. Are these all initial and temporary? If you're in a long relationship with someone, do the butterflies necessarily need to stop fluttering? Some say that there is a point when that special high that you felt when you were starting out will come to an end. Settling? Is that the word when that happens? Will the dialogue become, "Yes, of course I'm happy, not giddy happy, but satisfied." I don't want to be that person. Maybe I'm asking too much because I crave drama and excitement in life. But I truly believe that butterflies are still possible even in old age. How can I do this? I've learned that just after a year, the butterflies have all but deserted the one place that I want them to be. Yours.

Question for the day: How do you define your happiness?

You have no idea...

The year started out a little rocky. Tears were shed. How much liquid can our eyes produce anyway?

Negativity all around. I hated that. I made my new year's resolution: Listen. This is very important for me. I will humbly listen to what people have to say. Voicing out thoughts can come later when you get all the facts and opinions straight. I just hope 2007 will bring better and productive results. Be more positive right?

The day of my birth went well - not fantastic but good all around. It was the day after when I felt the lowest low and the highest high. I can't believe both sensations can occur in just under an hour. I am grateful for having such a wonderful person in my life to show how much I am appreciated.

Today is the day of my sister's birth and I do hope it will be a better year for her too. She can be difficult but it's what makes her unique.

A happy 2007 to everyone.

Question for the day: What's your new year's resolution?