Perturbed.

One time when I was riding the jeepney, I can't help but wonder if this is the life I am supposed to lead. I get tired sometimes. I see you and I see me. I can't help but wonder if this is it. Is this what I want? I hear voices in my head prodding me to be rational. There are times when I doubt - when I feel like I'm doing something wrong. I can never be too sure. I walked, I rode, I stayed and I did. Sometimes I feel helpless as if I have no choice but to endure. It can be difficult but I thrive on difficulty, so it shouldn't be a problem. My question is...am I settling? Have I taken my expectations down a notch?

Is it good that you still have what you want even if it's becoming less than what you wanted in the first place? I guess I'm never satisfied. Like what I've said before, don't let it come to a time when you'll regret a good thing when it's already gone. You're what's good in my life, but sometimes it seems like it's never enough. Or maybe I will never have enough. I will always look for something more, always more even if there's nothing left to find.


I really do not wish to be negative. Please...

Question for the day: "Le réalité et toi, vous ne vous entendez pas, n'est-ce pas?"

What to do with this information? Hmmm... ;)

Your Birthdate: January 4

You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking. However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone. Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2 You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month

Question for the day (copied):
What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Life is unexpected. We just have to learn how to see and love it. ;)

Sony Ericsson Walkman Phone TVC


This is one of my favorite TVCs for this month. Interesting concept, great copy, and catchy music.

Question for the day: Do you dare?

Recovering

The emotional ups and downs...it never ceases.

I've been on an Internet craze ever since we got broadband connection. I didn't use to like spending so much on the computer but here I am - hooked on the technology. The reason for this intro is because I went to this movie site. This is where my closest friend TP always show me trailers everytime I was in her place (huhu...missing you tara and your room). Anyway back to this. To slow down the pace of my emotional stress, I've decided to distract my time with a little movie browsing.

I've set my mood on an animated film directed by Luc Besson. He directed films such as the Fifth Element and Leon aka The Professional (this one is must-see movie). I was a little surprised to find out that he's directing an animated film. It's different from what he's done so far.

The movie is an adventure about a boy who finds out that there are small magical creatures (the invisibles) living in his own backyard. There are parts of the film that are not animated so it starts with the boy as a real-life person then becomes small and asks the invisibles to help save the land by finding the treasure. A bit typical. Hmmm.... What interested me about this film is the look and feel. It reminds me of Final Fantasy 9. The graphics look similar. Another reason to watch this movie is the leading lady - Madonna's voice and you'll also hear Snoop Dogg. That will be an interesting combination of voices to hear. Funny? Well, that's subjective. I laugh easily so I guess it will depend on the person. But I can't wait to see this film. I love cartoons and animation so I just hope the storyline for this one does not disappoint me that much. Trailers and short descriptions can be decieving and I'm looking for the Besson element. So that might be something to look forward to.

Title: Arthur and the Invisibles
Company: MGM Studios
Release date: Jan 2007



*info & photo from quicktime.com

Question for the day: Do you believe in yourself?

All out! Everything all out!!!!

Is life all about compromises? Am I too f*cking spoiled? Am I? No more free will for me. No more me! All I have are guidelines that I should follow. Okay...guidelines that will make you feel guilty if you don't follow them. Consequences will soon come to haunt you. Guilt will kill you until you die! I'm losing myself. I'm 22 and I have to be someone who I have to be accounted for. Freaking responsibilities! I want to escape...but I'm scared shitless.

I'm scared to lose the one thing that matters to me now! Right here right now! I've shed out all possible barriers. I've cried out all my tears (and it's still flowing). I'm trying and trying to make it. Everything...it bothers me that I have to give up what I want. I'm weird. I'm a freak. I'm different. I am what I am. I'm happy with what I am but this is making me so unhappy. Compromises...I never believed in those before but reality sinks in. I'm not even sure with what I'm doing now. All my beliefs before are just disappearing. Please take away me now and build the me that you think best suits this reality. I'm still probably living in Neverland. So punch me now, fix me, and mold me to this muse of yours.

Question for the day: Where are thou Zeri?